"Nahhhhh" T.T

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Its 9.00pm of Wednesday's night. Alhamdulilah, still living and try to write up another awesome hurtfull story to share.
Today is Tuesday, tomorrow is Wednesday.
It is painful to look at Twitter but bitter to not know. Hmmm :/

So, let's start with a sad story to share...
 Badan beruniform Kadet Polis.

Frankly, I'm joining the team because
I LOVE it, addicted to march under the sun, to get the experience of being a police, to at least make more friends with outsiders and of course, win this and that with courage.

Tomorrow.
The day for the chosen one to go camping in MRSM JELI,
Ya Allah, how jealous my heart is. How pain it feels deep in the heart. :(
But at least, I am back in kampung maybe? :)


Why?
What happen?

He don't like me.
My atttitude. The behaviour I have in me. The style i'm bringing into others. The way I'm producted by my parents? Or he's jealous?
I don't know.
But, I shouldn't care and gives others chances. Maybe?

It's bitter for me to answer question like

"Tak pergi Kepo ke Yaya?"

-Anonymousyangprihatin-

It will get answered as "Nahhh, not my luck to entered" or "I'm not an active person to be in such camp"
But in fact of facing reality, I cry like a baby for not getting into it!
The feeling of hopelessness choosing KePo as an option of Badan Uniform hurt my heart.
No one wants to back up. My friend do stand for me. But, not my teachers.
What have I done? It makes me speechless to talk to them.
Aren't they too mean? It's unexceptable >_<
BUT,
in my pray everyday 'I KNOW ALLAH KNOWS BETTER THAN ME AND GIVE THE BEST TO ME'
InsyAllah, I'll keep strong :)

And I'm officially writing this post from kampung :D
So, I learned quite a lesson in Kampung.
Goods and bads of course.
In between gadis melayu or gadis barat segera. luls ;)

->Awesome if you're not lazy.
->Cool if you treat your aunt right
->Comfortable if you just do what was asked.
->Being the best to stay at home *trollface*
->Be kampung girl, never try to be town girl.
->Smile to 'anak dara' malas *perlipadat*

I think that's it.
Enjoy this post AND.....
Whatever happen blelieve that

"ALLAH HAD MADE A BETTER THINGS FOR YOU IN FUTURE. SO, DO NOT BE SAD OR FEEL THAT WHAT HAPPEN EACH DAY IS UNLUCKY OR UNFAIR. ITS DECIDED" :D

Wassalam. Take care pretty ladies and handsome guys ;)